矛盾. contradiction

矛盾 = shield and sword
aiks
y my thinking and my life always so 矛盾 one ?
really beh tahan
for example, today i went to popula buy two books: which is a military magazine and national geography..
both geh topic range is so contradict
not yet, lets c wat kind of book i brought recently, i brought a issue book named post american world, another book talk about green energy, few national geography, car magazine and also few military magazine.

my music range in my computer, from classical ocherstra, korean k-pop, western r&b, chinese songs bla bla bla

conclusion, everything of mine are just so rojak
aiks,
this type of contradiction really reflected to my decision making
i will often think a lot but end out no result, well
the 矛盾 also hurt those who love and care about me
it make me lost a lot especially in relationship

Well, today i read the books about the story of Sir Richard Branson founder of Virgin Group in Popular

i felt it can be advantage, cause it can help me to find newer and more exciting lifestyle. i will never run out of tittle
well
since i cant get read of the contradiction in heart, i should eliminate the disadvantage and focus to the good one
we shall see, how things going =)

btw today is 28/12, official one month in JB, i still learning and finding more excitement to my life.

JB 4th week

Well i guess i need to update my blog, if not wil kena screw badly
hahaha
this is the 4th week i am at JB,
I just got 2 day off so i free to update my blog,
working is stress and tired, my work range from a production worker to a office job
there are always new things for me to learn

4th week , i still cant get used to the driving style here
hahaha
i think i need more patience in the typing job
i also very very weak in organize paper work, this really delay my finishing time

anyway
i wanna learn more and study more about the food industry

btw
I just went to Kl last weeked,
happy birthday to he ma and tting
for he ma, i give u very very big face leh, PURPOSELY go find u
where u can get such a nice fren?
wish u can find ur loved one asap
for tting, due to some prblm i cant celebrate with u paiseh
congratulation u graduated, wish u can find ur job asap and remeber to cherish those who love u and care about u

opps nearly forget ms kang, ur birthday at last thursday
haha, well, seriously need to thank for all the caring and the backup all the way
u ady done a lot, wish u can relax and cheers up

although abit unhappy in kl trip, but i still quite happy cause surrounded by frens and cna relax physically and mentally =)

i also bck to monash and meet Dr Siow, she suggested some scope for me to study which is frozen food, i tottally ignore this part during my fst lesson

well, i will try my best to update regularly
sorry guys =)
i love and miss u all
btw dong zhi kuai le
for those staying with family, wish u all happy
for those alone outside like me, remember to call bck home ya

wish my mum can healthy again, amitabha

first post, JB ppl driving style

Jb is boring a
so decide to start a blog

JB working experience
every city has it own pace and culture
until now i still cant get used of the pace here
especially driving speed

i wonder jb ppl dont drive to works, everyday i also encounter ppl driving 50 km/hr in highway in morning and afternoon rush hour
argh
they love to occupied fast lane
and the motorist love to occupied fast lane also
kanasai

every time i drive also screw ppl aiks
donno when i can get used on these

after few day of missing, yesterday i finally noe all the important and entertainment place jor
thx philip for belanja me and bring me to makan
aiks
before the dinner with philip, my dinners were a disaster, get lost and can only had tasteless food

help me spread this blog address ya
hehe