Suddenly emo

today a lot unhappy things happen,
frens come zzz with me so go relieve a bit when told him some old time story

well, the problems wont solve that easily
just looking forward ba.

when u did a mistake face it
fix it

love myself friends and family!

and to the love me one, sorry i need time

心还是会痛的

so long le, looking bck still like putting salt on the scar
really

i can only kept on blame myself?
i can only kept on blame you?

why i not move further ?

i am strong on outside
but who can understand my deepest sorrow ?

amitabha

stop emo-ing and continue my works ba
this is hell month
i going to pass up 8 works in two weeks time :)
this is going to be intresting

gambatae !! jia you

JJ, u never lack love just u din c the love beside u

ps: i am the blessed one

Copy from mao blog

1.如果发短信息给一个人，他 一直不回，不要再发了。没有这么卑微的等待。

2.如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点 心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3.如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后 一样开心生活。

4.如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付 出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5.如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝 酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6.伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7.不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8.宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9.记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸。

10.闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个懒觉，快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11.从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎 你。

12.不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不 公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13.不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不 吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。

14.任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话。多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而 多一个敌人好得多。

15.允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发，但要注重场合。允许 偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16.一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分 之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17.学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些 话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

18.能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它 。

19.不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内，先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事。

本文偷自http://legoppwen.blogspot.com/

long time le

Walau it is such a long time i din update my blog,
ok jj usual bad habbits "REASONSS"
haha
well was busy working and helping dad during and before the cny holiday and unable to on9 at home as well, when back to kl need to clean my room and the cat skin.
haha
still got a lot of works to do, got my timetable not so bad. I promise to myself to do better in my studies.
today one of my best said something which make me think a lot, u can event manage ur problems how to suggests others? Well, I had to said I love help ppl especially in this kind of problem.I know I cant gave the best solutions or wrong solutions but i willing to listen and think more carefully.

I finally realize that I got so many weakness and problems. So of my original advantage now i also feel not so right. I will focus more to solve it. Especially the friendship with everyone around me, i need to time to change so please give me sometime and patience. thx for advance.

For my dear housematess, i will try make my room and environment clean and matains it as clean as i can, so please dont laugh me ya

i also plan to go workout and gym. To make myself healthier =)

JJ come, focus and counter problms.

Jia You ya

last few days in JB (my workmate)

Well first of all , need to apologize for the din update my blog for long time.
Finally, i finish my internship ady.
I wanted to said thanks for all the frens which help me talk to me during this JB working trip
haha
really and i going to write all the stories out =)

thats going to be a super long post to tell the story, so i divide the story into different series
haha

Firstly, i need to introduce my dear workmate to u all. she is Cheryl and also from Monash (my senior)

C she is very adorable right? haha this photo took before we enter the cold storage room =)
well, she is a vv hard working gal and highly concentrate on work, (unlike me always curi curi fb during paper work hehe )

Both of us come from totally different world*, *world here means social circle haha, u can c while we took photo also stare at different direction
well, thx for all the support and understanding =)
most importantly the companion
i will not forget the coffee break when both of us almost fall asleep with the FORM D
haha
I also enjoy having the ham cha with u at 1+3, donno kl got ham cha or nt

c u again in monash =)

thats the end of story one, will further update tomorrow

矛盾. contradiction

矛盾 = shield and sword
aiks
y my thinking and my life always so 矛盾 one ?
really beh tahan
for example, today i went to popula buy two books: which is a military magazine and national geography..
both geh topic range is so contradict
not yet, lets c wat kind of book i brought recently, i brought a issue book named post american world, another book talk about green energy, few national geography, car magazine and also few military magazine.

my music range in my computer, from classical ocherstra, korean k-pop, western r&b, chinese songs bla bla bla

conclusion, everything of mine are just so rojak
aiks,
this type of contradiction really reflected to my decision making
i will often think a lot but end out no result, well
the 矛盾 also hurt those who love and care about me
it make me lost a lot especially in relationship

Well, today i read the books about the story of Sir Richard Branson founder of Virgin Group in Popular

i felt it can be advantage, cause it can help me to find newer and more exciting lifestyle. i will never run out of tittle
well
since i cant get read of the contradiction in heart, i should eliminate the disadvantage and focus to the good one
we shall see, how things going =)

btw today is 28/12, official one month in JB, i still learning and finding more excitement to my life.

JB 4th week

Well i guess i need to update my blog, if not wil kena screw badly
hahaha
this is the 4th week i am at JB,
I just got 2 day off so i free to update my blog,
working is stress and tired, my work range from a production worker to a office job
there are always new things for me to learn

4th week , i still cant get used to the driving style here
hahaha
i think i need more patience in the typing job
i also very very weak in organize paper work, this really delay my finishing time

anyway
i wanna learn more and study more about the food industry

btw
I just went to Kl last weeked,
happy birthday to he ma and tting
for he ma, i give u very very big face leh, PURPOSELY go find u
where u can get such a nice fren?
wish u can find ur loved one asap
for tting, due to some prblm i cant celebrate with u paiseh
congratulation u graduated, wish u can find ur job asap and remeber to cherish those who love u and care about u

opps nearly forget ms kang, ur birthday at last thursday
haha, well, seriously need to thank for all the caring and the backup all the way
u ady done a lot, wish u can relax and cheers up

although abit unhappy in kl trip, but i still quite happy cause surrounded by frens and cna relax physically and mentally =)

i also bck to monash and meet Dr Siow, she suggested some scope for me to study which is frozen food, i tottally ignore this part during my fst lesson

well, i will try my best to update regularly
sorry guys =)
i love and miss u all
btw dong zhi kuai le
for those staying with family, wish u all happy
for those alone outside like me, remember to call bck home ya

wish my mum can healthy again, amitabha